SURAJ.....TO DARE IS TO DO..............

The Philosopher in ME :P

2011-05-11T05:52:00.004+05:30

What is Bravery? An act that overcomes your inner fears or is something that a man of ordinary prudence(something i picked up from law..finally! :P) would not do... But ..Yes there is a but to everything....An act termed as Bravery has always been a retrospective view, hasnt it? I mean no one can come to a conclusion that it is a brave act unless it reaches a satisfactory conclusion...I mean if. a person fights against odds to achieve something that gives a satisfactory conclusion(in general view) BUT on the flipside if that doesnt lead to anythng remotely successful and has a detrimental result....we (refers to people at large) might think 'wasnt that mighty stupid of him to try that !'

It makes me wonder ...the logical thing to do would be to do as it pleases you ...'Be not afraid of what the world might think of you, Be afraid of what you might think of yourself' (boy i can better ABE or what ! :P ) ...In the end you have nothing to prove to the world...No one was BORN to do something that he ought to...he or she is JUST there.....All you have are choices....so just CHOOSE which frankly speaking in itself are a task.... No one(again...people at large) cares when you are staring down the barrel(literally or figuratively i.e.) so why bother how the results pan out....success or failure shouldnt be that big a deal ...but thn y is it.... IF ONLY we were a little more rudimentary n a little less complicated !

The Inexplicable

2011-05-02T14:45:00.004+05:30

There are certain events that are inexplicable to an avg. person....I dnt mean it scientifically ...more like something defies logic....reasoning....on the face of it... something that seems silly/outrageous/unacceptable to the majority but there is always some reason ....unknown/unexplored that leads to that inexplicable event ....In the end no one bothers to find out what that is and yet form their own opinion sadly....give their verdict which might not have a direct bearing on that person per se but leaves things unexplained... IF ONLY someone bothered to make an effort to go to the bottom of it !

My Vicious Circle

2010-03-31T04:27:00.003+05:30

I know I know regardless of what everyone thinks....everyone tends to do the same things everyday i.e. be repetitive about what they do.. not necessarily do similar things...(its a bit confusing...hope u get the drift).... But apart from the routine you tend to live life in a line more like a curve.........its up n down .....n a bit more down ;)......but mine always seems to be in a circle.......you always have a choice in all matters (not making a choice is a choice too :P) and ofcourse you have to bear the subsequent consequences....and every now and then you dont make the right ones or atleast the consequences are unsatisfactory to say the least but then when you get the chance ( no its not a hypothetical situation but what if you actually do)..... you ....HELL... I dont know about you but I most certainly tend to make the same choices again and again and again ( and it goes on......)............

I seem to be living life in a circle ....Things just come back to me the way they were...and invariably I am left with the same choices again and again I tend to make the same ones ...whether wrong or right.... MY natural ability to get myself back on track or rather in a circle is thus retained.......for better or worse..........RIGHT NOW??? The lesser I speak about it, the better it is........Oh there you go, I have spoken a lot already!!!!

Its not funny anymore........

2010-01-16T03:15:00.002+05:30

I wonder where and when did I lose my humour . I just cant appreciate anything remotely cheerful around me. I can make a 100 people laugh at the drop of a hat but I cant make myself cheerful...Everything around me seems to be falling apart. its an irony that just when I ought get more serious about things in general like LIFE, I could not have felt less cheerful than I am at these times........I have kept myself in the closet for too long(a mental block of some kind).........long enough to devoid me of all the humour in this world.......Its not funny anymore.......I cant imagine life without a sense of humour....In testing times people need to lighten up but what do I do if my testing times begin when I lose my sense of humour!!!!!!

IT CAN NEVER BE YOUR BEST

2010-01-16T03:06:00.001+05:30

The best you feel cant be put into words.....the best you do cant be appreciated by anyone else......

The best I feel can be put in drafts ........the best I do is never good enough for me.......

ITS ALL NEW TO ME !!!!

2010-01-03T10:55:00.000+05:30

After an outburst there seems to have been a lull thats lasted longer than it should have.... I started writing this post with something very specific in mind and yet I might end up with writing something very general, something very vague and make it sound like it actually has something to do with the title as well as the purpose of this post.Lets see how this ends then .....

Most of my posts here are more to myself than to anyone else.You would probably say thats what everyone does. Write more for and to themselves than the ones who read it. But I always take it a step too far by making sure its full of riddles and you would have to literally interrogate me to get to the root of the matter(and still would not get the full details). Its not a very unusual thing though, is it? I mean a lot of bloggers do it but I just dont leave the practice here in the virtual world and take it back with me. Maybe I lived in denial(no thats not it!!!) or maybe I just was plain indifferent towards it(hmm...sometimes maybe....) but I just realized (well...not just now!...over the last few days I guess) that I wasnt probably aware of it for the most part.

I know I know this still isnt getting anywhere substantially close to being specific and is still a bit confusing but its a start nevertheless. I am a self proclaimed emotional retard(inappropriate word maybe) i.e. someone who doesnt get emotional when he should and does so when he shouldnt ( a lack of co-ordination between the mind and heart i guess). I am just too much of a guy in that respect i guess(not talking things out). When I started the post I thought of being more forthright but here I am thinking to myself that it is sounding lame already( I am kinda insensitive towards myself ). For once I wish I could cut out on all the humor just for a few minutes(the harder I try the more difficult it already is).

The fact that I am changing in this regard makes me feel more human . Though I still have doubts over this but its a welcome change, a fresh start maybe is needed. I know its full of ambiguity but cant help it as its all new to me.

DONE N DUSTED

2009-05-09T11:33:00.000+05:30

I AM DONE
I m done with the nice guy attitude....it sucks.....dsnt get u anywhr remotely close to whr u want to be.....done with the being taken for granted attitude....its supposed to be a sign of better n probably closer frndship.....but its all a myth...all it does is make u more vulnerable....done with the ideals......all it does is prove tht u were wrong abt it all the time with every passing second.....done with the INDIFFERENT attitude....it doesnt change the hardhitting facts by any stretch of imagination.....all it does is make u realise u r too human to be tht indifferent......I am done being myself..................

A POET !!!..... NOT YET.....

2009-04-18T15:51:00.000+05:30

I know that my poems are lame
but I am not to be blamed

All I do is make them rhyme
don't worry, it will improve with time

My humor seems to have suddenly gone dry
nevertheless, I am still giving it a try

It might not be funny like it used to be
but its as honest as I could be

for all the fun that keeps you glowing
there's always the lows to stop you growing

Hope, no more.........

2009-04-18T15:37:00.000+05:30

In my darkest hour,
I waited for you to lead me through
I looked up to you to be my guiding light
I took the no gain ride though thick and thin
not for me but you

And here I am
riding alone through the storm with nothing to look forward to
you made me believe that our friendship would be unwavering
I guess promises are just not your thing

you wanted back 'in'
when everything seemed done and dusted
but little do you know, it is unmendable

After all this I gave you a chance
which in itself is commendable
you might have blown that chance too
but there always seems to be hope for us

Do me a final favour
Let me be at peace;
for this time,
there is only gonna be,
a U n ME
and never a WE

Fearless Faith..... A big mistake

2009-04-18T15:22:00.000+05:30

I was never an open book before I met you
18 years of secrecy seemed a distant past
mutual faith n trust seemed everlasting
should have known its to be enjoyed until it lasts

Unashamedly and fearlessly truthful,
wasn't that our pact?
Don't you remember you breached it
and even made up for it infact

With that our faith in one another seemed unshakable
I was more like myself with you than I was with me

through all this time, while we were falling apart
I kept 'us' alive in my own heart

And finally when it was too late for it to be fine,
I had to make it right and draw the line
through all those promises tall
I dunno, how I couldn't see through it all

It seemed too good to be true from the start
but hey! it was you, I thought
So I convinced myself to worry not

I was in my delusional world maybe
secrets are an inevitable necessity for everyone
Its just that I had forgotten there was life after me

And it sinks in.....

2009-04-18T15:15:00.000+05:30

As time flew by,
I thought it was my best try.

Not that I regret
but maybe I took the shortcut

I should be at peace right now
but we never had a closure somehow

We hadn't even begun to be honest
but my heart doesn't let it rest

I wonder whether I would ever be able to make it up to you
but the fact remains, nobody makes me feel the way you do.

DIS......CLAIMER

2009-04-18T15:12:00.000+05:30

......Henceforth,the writer wil nt b respnsible for any post published here......
Lunatic intervals are to be blamed for these upcoming,
possibly humourless outbursts on thewriter's part

PERMANENT VOID .....(just A THEORY)

2009-03-20T12:48:00.000+05:30

Some things cnt be changed- for whatever be the situation you wud alwayz be stuck in tht timeless moment whr everything was hunky-dory and refuse to move on from tht pinnacle.
AND that is when everything begins to fall apart

........You seamlessly move into a parallel world whr things arent as they actually are.........you are evr the believer(moreso in othrs thn the reality) and when the reality dawns on you.....NOPE nt dawn .....When reality smacks you in the face, real hard(metaphor)......Everything falls apart.....All you wud do is try n gather the pieces n once you realise(possibly a smart option) it ws never the reality or the reality chnged ovr a period of time from tht moment....it moved on while you dint.... whn u ....oh so certainly shud have.......All you can do is make futile attempts to erase it from the memories(eternal sunshine of the spotless mind..ANYONE???)

.....In the end you hav to accept that it wsnt the best way to tackle it n thn agn thr cn nvr b a gud way........n tht moment has done its job ...it has messed u up for good.....made its mark on u....left u with memories n only memories n an irreparable situation with no possibility of closure but all u cn do is mess it up by trying to clear it up(n this is something tht u r gonna do n no sane reasoning in this world will stop u from doin so....)

AND thus its best left alone as a PERMANENT VOID......something tht cnt be put together agn by all forces combined in this world but thn agn U maybe wrong(thrz alwayz HOPE...:P) and the theory thus remains a theory meant to make you learn to accept some hard facts but we just have to fight a battle( evn if its a losing one).

TONGUE TIED!!!!

2009-03-20T12:21:00.000+05:30

NOW I am not sure if I would evr post this(might change my mind in a minute or so) coz that would be kinda uncharacteristic on my part.
Now I knw tht my brains work er....(tongue tied agn) are superior to most ppl I knw....Now now I aint bragging but just stating facts....getting bak to the main topic,I am sure to keep a thousand thoughts to myself every single day without uttering a word about it to anyone (dunno y!!) or come up with other terms which are good enough to camouflage those thoughts(hence wondering why I am posting this....kinda of an outburst I guess..).. An impenetrable wall exists around my brain.......like nt physically but yea one thts hard to breach....(improbable).....
When I cnt hav a proper convo from the word Go ....it would normally mean I ws thinking about you and 'I am BORED'(single most overused word in my life currently bcoz of its versatility) beats everything...
when I am in class Bored means BORED(wht do u xpct!!) ....Whn i meet u say n say I am bored it has to mean 'Am I glad to see you, cant think of anything xcpt spending quality time with u....' n whn I say 'Nothing...I am just bored' has to mean that ws thinking abt u hence i called(but isnt this y we call ppl....newayZ!!!!) .....or rather tht cnt stop thinking abt u.....er..... for no reason(toungue tied agn!!!) and If I do tht over n over again it has to mean I am missing you.....(simple math, isnt it??)....If only it ws soo simple to get ur pt. acrosss......ROFC

Pandora's Box???

2009-03-20T12:01:00.000+05:30

While a dozen drafts in this black book(secrcy) are left in the cold, this I had to throw out for its been lying there since eternity.(and maybe coz i believe the time is right)
Why do we end up messing things again and again ???(I still wonder about it)....There is always a particular way in which we tackle situations(to each, his own.. ofcourse). No point talking about those we do well in but what about those which dont work out for some reason or the other.
Ever felt a sense of 'De Ja Vu',especially when we mess up ....most of the times its all too familiar(we do come up with new innovations too) but we are pretty adept at coming out with same end results with an alarmingly high success rate.
Does that make this our fault !!!(HELL No.....) Its never our fault(arguably), we cant change the way we think and tackle things ....We just have to ....We just have to leave things to hope....(sounds lame but thts wht everyone does from time to time)...
We are just too stubborn to let go of our convictions( n y shud we...) ....rathr thn change the way we tackle things we just end up being more stubborn(most of the times) coz our convictions cnt be wrong, can they?
And that is where 'HOPE' comes in....convincing us tht we should change the way we think or the way we are just because things dint work out coz thrs alwayz HOPE which stands by us through thick n thin .......stands(will stand) by us when nobody believes in our convinctions.
HOPE lets us keep our IDENTITY

Nothing beats the original.....

2008-12-23T19:43:00.000+05:30

Change is constant but is it for the best?

Why do people change or why does anyone change(including yourself) for that matter????

We think change is for better,it improves us but does it??

Everytime you change, you give yourself a reason to do so.....A so-called logically/emotionally driven reason to do so(which is supposed to make you smarter!!)....

I would say an excuse.........An excuse to move away from what you were....or well ...closer to what you really where....N move so far far away that you dont remember what the actual 'you' was....

n Look back at what could have been..N look back at things with a tinge of regret, albeit, for a brief moment(once in a blue moon) but be too proud to accept it n keep goin farther n farther away ......

The pride makes you more insecure, more suspicious n the innocence of the original 'you' is lost with time....

Truly,Ignorance is bliss...:(......

This was written in a rare moment of regret(as a reminder) to what we were....(in case you were wondering whether I lost my sense of humour...if I possess any i.e...)

Oh well....back to being the updated version of the original software....Dont ask.....I would be too proud to talk about it in the very next moment...:)

THE CREST and TROUGH THEORY

2008-10-18T03:20:00.000+05:30

There are times when u feel u r on top of the world n then all of a sudden u hit a dead end,a setback....something which would make u feel it cant be worse than this....and to your surprise(horror actually) there is a lower pt. than tht n then still lower.........ultimately u will surely reach a pt. which is the actual NADIR....THIS is the TROUGH(like in frequencies)..........AT this pt. u wud feel a certainty about urself n fearlessness...a nvr before seen confidence.....something unnerving for an adversary or for tht matter any person u confront....An attitude of a winner(someone who cant lose....ya tht figures:P) n u slowly make it to a position tht is unassailable ...THE CREST....THTs whn u feel on top of the world..........

Ultimately this theory preaches that there is alwayz hope in this world...........which ought to keep u pushing to go that extra mile........so whenever it doesnt work out for u...remember u havent hit the TROUGH yet..... n in case u do ....U havent seen the CREST yet...:)

2008-08-26T01:41:00.001+05:30

I GOT TAGGED(HOW JOBLESS CAN ANYONE BE!!!!)

biggest joy at the moment:er .....er......none rlly....WHT CAN BE THE JOY AT 4 15 am!!!!Probably tht I M answerable to no one at this very moment for anything n everything I do

biggest insecurity at the moment:MY FAITH in the v v v few things tht stil exist....

one thing u could undo if given an option: KILL tht bastard con artist(he was a supposed friend....S.O.B) whom I spared for pulling off tht outrageously unbelievable series of con acts on me

5 things life taught u the hard way.1.B more responsible

2.trust less people(right people).

3.MOney matter is no funny matter...:P.....

4.B sure....VERY sure about wht u do...

5.EGO is a big problem(it stil is...)

5 ppl who make life kickass(except ur family members obviously)....yaaa in this boring sem of mine I doubt thr wud b many(5 is a bit difficult)....

1...my roomie...The best roomie cum frnd 1 cn hav...all fun n likeminded n wont push his luck wid u(until v recently i.e.)

2....another roomie (flatmate rathr)not fun but yaaa this guy cn b such a loser at times.....The only person in this world who can b convicted of self-defamation(i wanna handle this case once i graduate)

3....THe utterly jobless person..yaaa staying awake wudnt b as much fun as it is nw(or is it??:P) widout you.........n ofcourse I can sleep thru her convo n still feel as if wow hw interesting it ws:)....

4...FRND bak home in NGP...I dont have a best frnd but yaa he comes closer thn most to it....likeminded.....n d fastest guitar learner i hav seen in my lyf....done more crazy shit wid him thn anyone else(I M SEXUALLY STRAIGHT)....

5...I still doubt we are frndz(serious genuine doubt) but stil call him a gud frnd(simply coz we r stil tolerating each othr) evn aftr fucking up situations aftr situations for each other....NO one i xplain these situations to believe tht v r frndz....n i end up getting reactions lik u dont need enemies whn u hav a frnd lik him(might as wel b this way thn hav enemies)...newayz its D.T.A

what are the qualities u imagine in ur "dream guy/girl"):

1.INTELLIGENT ENOUGH(to undrstnd me i.e.)

2.APPRECIATE GUD SENSE OF HUMOUR

3.RICH BITCH(coz m sure I wil b nt earning anything fancy in the nr future)

4.CONFIDENCE(has to atleast be able to carry herself)

5.WOW girl(M superficial....n wht the heck...dream gal has to sound lik one,hasnt she??:)...)

one thing u wanna tell the world in general..

ITS a general warning:)

YES my dear brothers and their sisters plz LIVE and let live....Dont gimme ur opinions unless I ASK FOR IT.....STOP acting lik a KNOW IT ALL BASTARD atleast in front of me.....DONT mess wid me....I m a rlly nice guy(hav been) ...tolerated enuf in my lyf sooo u mite just as wel stop pushing ur luck wid me ...coz u just mite b the lucky person on whom I experiment 1st up.....

ALL IN...........

2008-08-26T01:41:00.000+05:30

Ever heard of the term 'ALL IN' ...Wel if u havent thn refer to a game of poker to knw abt the term in its totality....It is a term tht refers to the highest risk posssible in a game of stakes(poker being the most popular of all)...THE risk-taker puts everything on the line with utmost faith n belief(n hope) tht he has the best hand of all....You win and u feel u r blessed and tht faith in urslf(ur luck moreovr) is restored (o yea..... its a great feeling alrite...)Seems awesome doesnt it?...ABout time you think about losing coz nothing can b more devastating thn a financial catastrophe u mite face come the end of tht fateful round of high stakes........
Since we people have the ability to put everything into perspective(or so v believe:P..),think about this being more thn just a game ...Wht if U faced such a situation in real life!!!........I just happend(sometym bak rathr ...coz my laptop behaved in its now signature way of defaulting at the worst possible moment..*sigh*) to come across 1 such moment whr i was ready to put on the line just prove tht 'YES LOSERS I M RIGHT n M more sure abt it thn evr '...
This has to be an outcome of faith of the highest kinds and ofcourse ego(or else I cant imagine myself defending things based purely on faith rathr thn proof)... You thought poker was risky!!!........wel think agn (u gotta b kiddin!!)You win and you wud definitely feel lik a winner thru n thru....ur faith restored or since u nvr doubted it in the 1st place strengthend and ofcourse gloating ovr the now enormously unavoidable(Y shud I...:P) ego tht wud go on to drive home the pt. with tht 'I told U so'(its nt me ...my ego...so dont blame me ppl.)LOOK on the face..
THINK AGAIN ....wht happens if tht faith gets shattered(cant imagine it)....lets forget about the ego coz all u wud b able to do is read an obituary on it n tht tooo by someone else widout evn realising it ws evr thr....newayz more importantly ur faith and belief in tht very thing called 'FAITH' might just get uprooted ...A scar to remind for a lyftym not to b soo sure abt things u hav no idea abt(a loserly feeling ...huh)...
What if the faith is not based on ur abilities(or inabilities) but on something/someone else!!!All the more unbelievable as u wud b either totally shattered or on an altogether high wid ur ego having reached its zenith....BUT yes at times ur faith in things/people/urself(wonder when!!) is soo unshakeable tht u r ready to take tht ultimate risk just to prove tht u were right abt something tht world doubts.....Yes I am tht 'ALL IN' guy(atleast for now)
FAITH HAS TO BE COURAGE OF THE HIGHEST QUALITY....After all its not everyday tht u give up on the FEAR of losing just to get tht CHANCE of winning.........

ITS ALL IN THE MIND..........

2008-08-20T03:40:00.000+05:30

Well everyone likes to stand out n b considered unique in every sense of the word. Well there are certain things tht certainly no one would lik to fall in tht category with regard to certain matters.Confusion has to b 1 of thm, 9 out of 10 wil need to flip a coin whn they are confused to the core and the 10th wil need a DICE!!!IF ever anything was invented for me thn it has to b the dice. (dont think i wud b able to put my situation into perspective widout the DICE) I wud nt evn b sure abt it evn thn n probably roll in half a dozen more times b4 i finally bak my instincts!!! or so to say go with ur heart(wondering whthr my heart cn beat my brains at a game of chess!).
If only the problem was as simple as this but then oh no but nothing seems simple or does it?
There are times when the mind has a single line of thinking(dont evn need a silly coin to reach my conclusion) and then it wonders why are u soo clear abt things!!! ,lets follow our traditional method and look for the dice!!As if wanting to prove that it is smart enuf to store more info than u can imagine .
THE times when a lack of clear thought fucked u bad and all u could do was regret over it and Yes there were times when u backed ur instincts and felt lik a loser whn it backfired n then a voice comes from within not to mess around without its permission.CON-FUSION is probably the word (nt confusion and this I m pretty sure abt:)....)tht I m subjected to,time n agn more often thn anyone else evr has...At times it seems tht my mind is nt lik a CPU but just the single largest xtndd hard-disk made evr...Evn with all these pitfalls my mind(most times) rules ovr every bloody thing I do (I definitely hav one of the smartest of these available in the mkt:P)....
So next time I dont say a thing just get tht I probably hav atleast a half a dozen things to say n get my pt.......:)

YES I MEAN THIS!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-20T00:32:00.001+05:30

Yes I have alwayz been referred to by friends as some1 who is honest (yeah rite) evn though I am sum1 who keeps most things to myself...........Obviously u dont say certain things coz u feel tht the othr person is human(for tht particular moment).Here are the 5 opinions,comments,statements etc I wish I had made to the respective people(not naming them obviously) .

1. Yes I put up with you a lot more than I should have.STOP with the perennial self pitying mode n move on wid ur life however loserly it may sound(and it is)..And DO NOT TRY to act as if nothing happened ...Move on.....

2. Stop acting lik a know it all bastard n Dont gimme ur opinions on things u hav no idea about coz it really does piss me off(I m bloody hell glad that people finally shut u up) and no leactures on morality please coz u r just plain hypocritical and the worst part is I can see through it.

3. Hats off to u man.. U were alwayz a step ahead of me...I saw through most of ur lines of actions but the tag friendship held me bak from ripping u apart(and hw i paid the price)....BELIEVE me when I say this I dont wanna kill u but yeah it wud be worse(a higher price)........

4. I thought u were the coolest person alive.The closest to being my mentor(thankfully u arent).I thought u knew the difference between right n wrong more than anyone else(hw wrng m i) and the worst thing is OTHRS stil think soo!!!U r still the coolest person alive but not the one I respect anymore(as if it mattered to u).

5. I have lived on with a DTA attitude for I dunno hw long(born wid it i guess) and U made me realise it shud alwayz b like that coz thr r sum ppl I can nvr trust n nvr shud n U r right up there who I cn nvr b sure of whthr to trust or not(I m nt evn sure i want to say this!!!)

LONG GONE..........

2008-07-14T17:12:00.000+05:30

Its been a while since i blogged(not as long as this post shows though),was using a different ID so that i can be more true to myself and that made me realise I cant even be true to myself ..so I am back to my old id.. well another reason is I lost my password.A more easily acceptable reason I guess:)
Here's what everyone missed out on in the last 10 months .
1.I finally learnt to manage financial mismanagement and with some effective results too:)
2.I finally cleared for the 1st and as of now the only time my semester exams(YES I DO study ,havent dropped out yet!!)
3.Attendance hit a rock bottom and i gave the exam with probably a record low attendance for the semester by anybody(not sure,I think i was beaten to this achievement:P).
4.I finally realised why mom says its not safe to roam out at night(took a long time though).2 people on a bike, hit this poor defenceless kid and whisked away with my phone(hardly worth anything though) and thus I became a laughing stock when I went back to my flat.Fast Forward 24 hrs later ....MY roomie gets done in by the same modus operandi and thus loses his phone(DEFINITELY costlier).So I guess the joke is on him(not that it helped me a lot though).:D
5. Financial mismanagement finally bailed me out(albeit temporarily).
6. I am still wondering why mom never told me that it wasnt safe to roam out in broad daylight.I incurred the wrath(along wid my poor friend whose only fault was accompanying me:P) of a guy for telling him to drive carefully(made sure he heard it:)...I realised there were some people beyond reasoning so did what they did hit back until i.e. 5 more people came and beat me and my friend and shut us up for good.(It sounds funny now though:D)..
7.Learnt the biggest lesson of my life . I had made the grave mistake of trusting the wrong person (in friendship) with money too.So all in all that was 1 kick in the backside telling me that I SCREWED up big time..
8.And a few more such significant things happened so I guess all in all was a routine 10 months in the life n tyms of yours truly...:)

AND THAT IS A FACT

2007-10-04T01:40:00.000+05:30

There is no such thing as an unmendable situation n there is no such thing as a situation that can be undone.

You never change(like people say from time to time),just their(and yours) point of view changes.....

No amount of planning can overcome the spontaneity of every decision

He who believes the most,succeeds the most.

Nice guys finish last.

Being nice is the most unnatural quality of a living being.

The smarter u think u r,the harder u fall....

Anything that can think on its own is destructive.

Heart is more powerful than the brain.

Love is NEVER blind.

No person's life is, and never can be, an open book.

There is always a choice thats better than the one you made.

DONT BE DISHEARTENED.coz that choice could have been worse than the one you made

Every person is talented and no person does complete justice to it.

Equality is a myth..............AND so is superiority.

Blind faith is not so blind

GOOD or BAD!!!!

2007-09-30T02:10:00.000+05:30

This week was a once in a lifetime oppurtunity(so far) to witness the unthinkable..............The Indian cricket team finally showed a winner's attitude to break through a bunch of proven world class teams to win the 1st T20 world cup.INDIA PAKISTAN a dream final and a dream match with a dream finale........well this was a cinderella story............newayz thts the fantasy part..........coming back to reality i had a couple of KT exams and they were nothing short of disaster(no hyperboles) & I learnt a few things this week which is pretty surprising bcoz i tend to take a long time to learn ...............

LESSON 1-there are no such things as permanent friends and enemies.........until a week ago i would have called it hypocricy but now i call it flexibility.I just learnt to accept(thanx to a few incidents)that flexibility is the key to stay in control of your life .This might be a rude shock to thsoe who read it and might not accept it on the face of it but deep down i guess everyone would love to follow this.

LESSON 2-

It's a pity that the nicer people often turn out to be bad role-models and the so called nice ones arent really different from the others and sad that they take advantage of this factor.

.Being selfish might be viewed as determination to excel(competitive) and being nice as being dumb(kneeling before others).I guess being nice isnt a nice thing after all.

" NICE GUYS COME LAST"

GET SET GO........................

2007-09-26T21:42:00.000+05:30

well well well blogmania has been catching up since long but its hard to believe that it took so long for me to get started.............and then again not so for those who know me..........i have alwayz been the guy who thinks a lot before taking the safer steps and seldom takes time when he takes the bold ones............. so you see thats why it took a long time for me to get hooked to blogging.................and once i am in then there is no stopping me...............