TONGUE TIED!!!!

NOW I am not sure if I would evr post this(might change my mind in a minute or so) coz that would be kinda uncharacteristic on my part.
Now I knw tht my brains work er....(tongue tied agn) are superior to most ppl I knw....Now now I aint bragging but just stating facts....getting bak to the main topic,I am sure to keep a thousand thoughts to myself every single day without uttering a word about it to anyone (dunno y!!) or come up with other terms which are good enough to camouflage those thoughts(hence wondering why I am posting this....kinda of an outburst I guess..).. An impenetrable wall exists around my brain.......like nt physically but yea one thts hard to breach....(improbable).....
When I cnt hav a proper convo from the word Go ....it would normally mean I ws thinking about you and 'I am BORED'(single most overused word in my life currently bcoz of its versatility) beats everything...
when I am in class Bored means BORED(wht do u xpct!!) ....Whn i meet u say n say I am bored it has to mean 'Am I glad to see you, cant think of anything xcpt spending quality time with u....' n whn I say 'Nothing...I am just bored' has to mean that ws thinking abt u hence i called(but isnt this y we call ppl....newayZ!!!!) .....or rather tht cnt stop thinking abt u.....er..... for no reason(toungue tied agn!!!) and If I do tht over n over again it has to mean I am missing you.....(simple math, isnt it??)....If only it ws soo simple to get ur pt. acrosss......ROFC