A POET !!!..... NOT YET.....

I know that my poems are lame
but I am not to be blamed

All I do is make them rhyme
don't worry, it will improve with time

My humor seems to have suddenly gone dry
nevertheless, I am still giving it a try

It might not be funny like it used to be
but its as honest as I could be

for all the fun that keeps you glowing
there's always the lows to stop you growing

Hope, no more.........

In my darkest hour,
I waited for you to lead me through
I looked up to you to be my guiding light
I took the no gain ride though thick and thin
not for me but you

And here I am
riding alone through the storm with nothing to look forward to
you made me believe that our friendship would be unwavering
I guess promises are just not your thing

you wanted back 'in'
when everything seemed done and dusted
but little do you know, it is unmendable

After all this I gave you a chance
which in itself is commendable
you might have blown that chance too
but there always seems to be hope for us

Do me a final favour
Let me be at peace;
for this time,
there is only gonna be,
a U n ME
and never a WE

Fearless Faith..... A big mistake

I was never an open book before I met you
18 years of secrecy seemed a distant past
mutual faith n trust seemed everlasting
should have known its to be enjoyed until it lasts

Unashamedly and fearlessly truthful,
wasn't that our pact?
Don't you remember you breached it
and even made up for it infact

With that our faith in one another seemed unshakable
I was more like myself with you than I was with me

through all this time, while we were falling apart
I kept 'us' alive in my own heart

And finally when it was too late for it to be fine,
I had to make it right and draw the line
through all those promises tall
I dunno, how I couldn't see through it all

It seemed too good to be true from the start
but hey! it was you, I thought
So I convinced myself to worry not

I was in my delusional world maybe
secrets are an inevitable necessity for everyone
Its just that I had forgotten there was life after me

And it sinks in.....

As time flew by,
I thought it was my best try.

Not that I regret
but maybe I took the shortcut

I should be at peace right now
but we never had a closure somehow

We hadn't even begun to be honest
but my heart doesn't let it rest

I wonder whether I would ever be able to make it up to you
but the fact remains, nobody makes me feel the way you do.

DIS......CLAIMER

......Henceforth,the writer wil nt b respnsible for any post published here......
Lunatic intervals are to be blamed for these upcoming,
possibly humourless outbursts on thewriter's part