PERMANENT VOID .....(just A THEORY)

Some things cnt be changed- for whatever be the situation you wud alwayz be stuck in tht timeless moment whr everything was hunky-dory and refuse to move on from tht pinnacle.
AND that is when everything begins to fall apart

........You seamlessly move into a parallel world whr things arent as they actually are.........you are evr the believer(moreso in othrs thn the reality) and when the reality dawns on you.....NOPE nt dawn .....When reality smacks you in the face, real hard(metaphor)......Everything falls apart.....All you wud do is try n gather the pieces n once you realise(possibly a smart option) it ws never the reality or the reality chnged ovr a period of time from tht moment....it moved on while you dint.... whn u ....oh so certainly shud have.......All you can do is make futile attempts to erase it from the memories(eternal sunshine of the spotless mind..ANYONE???)

.....In the end you hav to accept that it wsnt the best way to tackle it n thn agn thr cn nvr b a gud way........n tht moment has done its job ...it has messed u up for good.....made its mark on u....left u with memories n only memories n an irreparable situation with no possibility of closure but all u cn do is mess it up by trying to clear it up(n this is something tht u r gonna do n no sane reasoning in this world will stop u from doin so....)

AND thus its best left alone as a PERMANENT VOID......something tht cnt be put together agn by all forces combined in this world but thn agn U maybe wrong(thrz alwayz HOPE...:P) and the theory thus remains a theory meant to make you learn to accept some hard facts but we just have to fight a battle( evn if its a losing one).

TONGUE TIED!!!!

NOW I am not sure if I would evr post this(might change my mind in a minute or so) coz that would be kinda uncharacteristic on my part.
Now I knw tht my brains work er....(tongue tied agn) are superior to most ppl I knw....Now now I aint bragging but just stating facts....getting bak to the main topic,I am sure to keep a thousand thoughts to myself every single day without uttering a word about it to anyone (dunno y!!) or come up with other terms which are good enough to camouflage those thoughts(hence wondering why I am posting this....kinda of an outburst I guess..).. An impenetrable wall exists around my brain.......like nt physically but yea one thts hard to breach....(improbable).....
When I cnt hav a proper convo from the word Go ....it would normally mean I ws thinking about you and 'I am BORED'(single most overused word in my life currently bcoz of its versatility) beats everything...
when I am in class Bored means BORED(wht do u xpct!!) ....Whn i meet u say n say I am bored it has to mean 'Am I glad to see you, cant think of anything xcpt spending quality time with u....' n whn I say 'Nothing...I am just bored' has to mean that ws thinking abt u hence i called(but isnt this y we call ppl....newayZ!!!!) .....or rather tht cnt stop thinking abt u.....er..... for no reason(toungue tied agn!!!) and If I do tht over n over again it has to mean I am missing you.....(simple math, isnt it??)....If only it ws soo simple to get ur pt. acrosss......ROFC

Pandora's Box???

While a dozen drafts in this black book(secrcy) are left in the cold, this I had to throw out for its been lying there since eternity.(and maybe coz i believe the time is right)
Why do we end up messing things again and again ???(I still wonder about it)....There is always a particular way in which we tackle situations(to each, his own.. ofcourse). No point talking about those we do well in but what about those which dont work out for some reason or the other.
Ever felt a sense of 'De Ja Vu',especially when we mess up ....most of the times its all too familiar(we do come up with new innovations too) but we are pretty adept at coming out with same end results with an alarmingly high success rate.
Does that make this our fault !!!(HELL No.....) Its never our fault(arguably), we cant change the way we think and tackle things ....We just have to ....We just have to leave things to hope....(sounds lame but thts wht everyone does from time to time)...
We are just too stubborn to let go of our convictions( n y shud we...) ....rathr thn change the way we tackle things we just end up being more stubborn(most of the times) coz our convictions cnt be wrong, can they?
And that is where 'HOPE' comes in....convincing us tht we should change the way we think or the way we are just because things dint work out coz thrs alwayz HOPE which stands by us through thick n thin .......stands(will stand) by us when nobody believes in our convinctions.
HOPE lets us keep our IDENTITY